Depression

sighhh...............

im so sad. my piano skill detiorated. my sightreading sux. and i got 2 F9s. but i got 2 A1s too. two extremes. sigh. duno whether to be happy or not. but i guess im sad already. im such a bad student. im a disppointment to my parents. sighhhh..........

feel like quitting piano. too depressing. i am feeling so blue. this is the scenario which best suits Welcome to my life.

at least, miss wong did not come to class today. tts very good. then relief teacher came and let us go online. i did not and played need for speed 3 hot pursuit. i won 7 class A cars, including lamborghini diablo SV and ferarri(ferarri sux man) i used el nino, a concept car, top speed 200 MPH. very good. and i normally drive the rotor to 7 rounds per sec. very cool. xiaotian dun dare to play with me. he scared that the teacher will scold him. ha. so cowardly.

xiaotian played with girls. keno, chi ho and kian ann played too. i jus watched. they sat in a circle and dared each othe to do dumb things. xiaotian ended up hugging cheryl and hann qian kissed him on his hand. then xiaotian knelt down, holding a bunch of flowers and said "I love you" to cheryl. lol.

ah well..life still has its good points when it looks the worst....